Friday, April 29, 2005
Wondering. ooh. so much things to do. until i have no time to do my big thinkings. well. been going to office doing lottas of printing. waoh. so impressed with myself. but still got play around lar. yilong lehx. no fun i will die.
so i am still wondering about my pass entries' issuses. so what actually is blogging privacy? lol. pengx. *kok myself* well. no clear definations. maybe i should just say that my normal day happenings i can blog. my thoughts and feelings will need to depend. if i do not want people to know, i jolly well don't blog. so yah. that is the way it should be.
what if you read people's blog and he/she do not know u are reading. does that means i am intruding into their privacy? what about if they advertise it? okay, i assume NO. what if he/she took away the archieve and i manage to find out the url and read? so is this intruding his/her privacy? i assume NO again. opps. dont mind me, cos ya, i am reading yours.
well, i sleep late. make new friends. i love making friends. theresa please dont scold me. argh! muawahahaha. well, like i say above, some thing i dont want u people to know, i shhhh.** thous left @ 10:03:00 PM **
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Thursday, April 28, 2005Different. oh. an interesting and different day. when to meet theresa for work. before that, was searching for a wireless surf zone. as well to shop around. hee. then went library, but too bad, cannot get connected. so went to eat and walked around taka.
met people. when walking around the area then went to kino to see see look look with theresa first. spent around one hour there then went chill out at coffee bean. 5+ finally then meet people. went to heeren to meet up. just thought of walking around and will meet. lol.
infection. dun quite understand. blur. but made me look at some things from another perspective. different. then walk around again. lol. my heavy bag is killing me. too exhuasted. that's all.
not that i am back on blogspot. some things and thoughts need to be kept confidential. people linking here and there. anyone will just read. so yah. take note of what u blog.** thous left @ 2:01:00 AM **
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005Procrastinate. well, work due is today and i never start anything at all. shucks. so i skipped training today but this now, i am only done with 4 classes. i really know how to procrastinate. lol.
erm, so excited. will be out the whole day lor. doing lottas stuffs. think i will complete the work outside tomorrow and just simply slack around. i ignore office's calls the whole day le. so i also dunno what reasons to give. but heck lar. who cares. let's look forward to tomorrow instead.
will be meeting an online friend later. ooh. and think he brought his friend along. will be so awkward lor. so nervous. well, heck. yilong is well known for meeting online friends lor. hahaa. pengx.
i am supposed to be doing work now. but i get distracted so easily. so i think i will play a whole night of solitaire. hee hee..** thous left @ 3:07:00 AM **
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Monday, April 25, 2005Ambition. my wish now is hopefully to do well in swimming. oh well. my so call 'very swimming day'. it all started from newpaper. was reading this article on jocelin yeo *my idol=) hee* then, i decided to surf the net for some swimming stuffs.
well, now i should make some serious decisions. i have yet to decide if i should join ssa. oh well, i have always been wanting to join like hell, now i am double considering when i have the form in hand now. sheesh. what is happening. i am so afraid the time will clash with my poly life. haix. i need some advices. therefore i took up alot alot alot of courage to email this ever wonderful person call ang peng siong for advices. lol. so nervours for his reply. opps. *dont even know if he will reply or not lor.*
now i really wonders. wonder about my swimming career in the future. to me it does not seems promising. hey, whats really happening? i used to be always optimistic lehh, now so pessimistic. -_- heck. stop thinking!
well, i will be signing up the newpaper big walk. who wants to join me? please? yeah, now confirm annice, kaihong and theresa. some more people? please come! so excited lor. 22nd may.
well, i have been worrying about the design school camp for like 2 days le lor. still cannot settle down my feelings. well, i do not remember them saying about this camp on enrolment day, but wanlin say they did. we chatted through sms so things are not really clear. i tried calling her but no replies. sheesh. she better reply tomorrow. cos i really want to go for the camp. *although i am going for 2 camps le* so if i am able to carify with wanlin, and if they did mention the camp and i sort of missed it, i will email the school to appy. hee.
gone through so many feeling today. i shall not mention everthing here now. whenever i am not the way i use to be, i can eat non stop, just like what is happening now. opps, i say too much. sheesh.
that's all for today, folks.** thous left @ 1:52:00 AM **
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Sunday, April 24, 2005Locked. oh well, not a very good day thought. i hate it very much when i am at home. i felt as if i am a prisoner locked at home. never ever let out on weekends, let alone free weekdays. no freedom. sux big time. sheesh.
oh, sister lost her purse. called me to tell mum cos she scared. yah. i told mum. end up my fault. reason being, i am careless, so sister lost her purse too. sheesh. it's ridiculous. so fed up.
when sister camp back, expected, she got canning. i can say nothing. then quarreled with her. sheesh. i felt so unfair for sister. well, always say she is dumb so that is my fault too? anyway, situation was really bad. thank god dad came back. saved sister. i cried for sister. hands all red. gosh. i think it is time to excute plan y. should not say much any more.
alright, actually wanted to do reflections on my life. but now no mood le. so will reflect some day. anyway, i hated this life here. hey bitch, take this bastard with ya, k?** thous left @ 2:15:00 AM **
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Friday, April 22, 2005Thoughts. erm, how should i blog today? well, let's talk about my dream yesterday night first. oh gosh. it's a teribble dream. so scary. i dreamed of me in a ball and seeing lots of people around. but dunno why, suddenly some very funny machine, very huge, is being pushed in. well, i know it is something very dangerous so i rushed my friends all too go out. but as i was leaving, a very bright light shone from the machine. oh god. i realised it is radiation being given off. then the next thing that i see is a very deverstated city. lol. so funny dream ya? and i woke up worrying that i was infected by the radiation from dream. lol.
well, i was slacking this whole day. woke up really super duper late, ate lunch then left for swimming training. well, it's so tiring today. swam alot and after that, chatted with jun. lol, he have life saving at 7 so i sort of accompanied him.
left for home, and was so excited cos tomorrow going sentosa. but the replies i recieved all come in super late. and i was so pissed off. luckily by listening to radio make me feel better. -_-
reached home, dined, then wait for replies again. simply not one can decide what time to meet. well, at around near 10, i recieved this message saying perhaps we should cancel tomorrow's outing! nooooooo... lol, i did not reply. thought of going out with annice. so i honestly told mum about it. but dammit. she straight away say NO, cos it is family day tomorrow. sheesh. i was so really pissed off then. like i always never request to go out on saturdays lor. what stupid excuse for locking me at home. how i wish i can don't go home. maybe when poly start i will bunk over at my friends house. or maybe i should strike a protest. I WILL LEAVE HOME!! i think it is very unfair. sister always can go out but i cannot. i promised next time i WILL tell more lies. pissed.
lol. now how am i going to tell annice. sheesh. aiyah, jin, just take me away. why should i live this life. knn~** thous left @ 3:04:00 PM **
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Thursday, April 21, 2005Memories. well, as usual, i am over loaded with work stuff but i still hack care. well, that's me. haha. =W
aiyoh, unsure of what's happening. pimples outbreak. lol. well, perhaps weather is too heaty and am not drinking ample water plus sleeping late every night. well, i have to take care- my face.
well. a news reported an car accident. this student, taking o levels this year was knocked down by a lorry, whilst cycling to a fish market to purchase some stuff. he was admitted to hospital and was in a coma for three day before his departure. it was reported that he was able to sense but unable to talk, perhaps he is clear sub-consiously. however on the third day, doctor says that things ae not on the bright side. his father was also very sad, but told him that the police will take care of everything, and he could go peacefully. his eyes were half open, trying very hard to move, but later on, he past away. as if he was showing that he was not going to be in peace.
i felt really remoseful. bad. really bad. i hate all reckless drivers in this world. if it is not against the laws, i am going to torture these drivers to death. -_-" f*ck them.
moreover he was a good student as well as a good son. everybody praise him for being a good role model. but why he was treated this way.
it just reminds me of her. i am really sad. 2 years ago she also died in that accident. to date it still affect me very much. thing would have been much better if.. well.
f*ck reckless drivers. f*ck.** thous left @ 10:35:00 PM **
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005Bored. well, i skipped swimming training today. that's so bad. yuppxx, stayed home today in front of the com. so boring. no place to go. so this entry will also be boring. =X
listen to radio the whole day, and i still got moutains of work to do. but i am just sick of them. haiya.
so looking forward to my orientation camps and school day. woo. weet weet.** thous left @ 6:31:00 PM **
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New blog. oh well. i just design this new blog. now too tired to update le. will type more tomorrow. pengx.
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