Saturday, May 14, 2005
Blank.

well. i seriously dunno what title should i give to this entry. so let it be blank.

hmm, for the past few days i havent been blogging. because i am so blur. everyday i am feeling different feelings and i dunno how i should put that into words. everytime i sign into here, i dunno what to type. should i be happi or should i be sad? do i have a choice?

today i finally decided to blog. phew. let me put things in order. till now, i am still blur. this joke that has been played on me for long. still have yet to come to an end.

when u are not living very happily, u tend to have mood swing and bad temper. for me, my mood swing seems to have worsen. i am so easily pissed. anyway, i will learn to control.

sometimes things seems to be on the right track but actually they are not. that is what have made me so blur. i dunno what all this is supposed to mean. or issit just another joke. for both. i dunno. i try my best, to understand. but it makes me feel bad. because i should not be doing that. but what other choices i have? what else can i do?

yesterday i went to sp. i confirm going design camp. so that will at least bring some happening stuff to my life. better than a dead me. then i went swimming and come to realise that my swimming have deproved slightly again. anyway, jo did not come for the training but instead ch brought a guy friend for the training. sheesh. =X bleahx.

then i met up with rw and had a really wonderful time. =] strolled around suntec again then chilled at some places which took us some time to decide where. stayed for quite some time.

then chatted on the phone for very very long. haa. sometime things are so funny. i dont know why. this makes me blur again.

i have tried to think and understand somethings. but the thoughts always contradict each other. so, yea. oh, jin, please give some guidiance. hope u bless me.

i do have a few great frends to cheer me on. they really do. thx.

tomorrow i am meeting ch and her parents to go out. we are on some arty outing. waa. woo. it will be fun, hopefully~

i am just thinking, when i will be leaving on my jet plane? and, yes, i have to mention this again, not all things are clear.

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