Thursday, May 12, 2005
Confused.

am i like cursed to be stuck in the trap forever? this is terrible. so badd. i am so depressed now. this is just a so funny problem. too funny.

for first it is rather funny, i stood there so long. too long. see myself fall, then stand up again by myself. convince myself, encourage myself. till i really dies off. i thought i cannot believe in that again.

came next. so different. seems real, but actually no. this is weird. i think i failed again. and i did. but currently i am fine with it.

third. i am so dear to this. really. but seems just like the previous. i expect myself to fail again? i hope not. because it is important to me. but times, things do not go the way you wanted it to be. so, i try my best. perhaps i conclude too fast? i hope not.

argh..... boom. a person just end his life like that. so easy. he is gone, he dont have to face his problems. run away? coward? stupid? maybe. i might just be coward and stupid too. i just let my problem go.

i am tired le. life is long. but i am too tired le. i will just leave it here le.

i am confused. i dont wanna be confused. leave it. no people will ever understand. never.

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