Thursday, May 05, 2005
Depressed.

oh well. today is supposed to be a great day, but well, nvm.

met with jocelyn, isabella, shuying and zaty to collect out o level certificate. oh well, it is ready so people, you guys can go collect it le.

by right supposed to go sp with jocelyn but in the end we did not. end up all five of us go tm, and walk around. well, isabella almost lost her pouch lor. -_- then went arcade! yea, and u can see that two gun-video-game-freaks, namely jocelyn and yilong playing like siao.

isabella is going to peneng tonight. and of course i expect some pressies from her. heehee. so she left home early with zaty. while shuying, jocelyn and me went to k.

well, dunno why, i choosed all sad song. lol. pengx. cos i am sad. well, i will say more at the later part. well, it is night time so home time. well, was with shuying then realised our certs are with joscelyn! lol. went to take and specially sent to shuying house.

so funny lor. recieved something not really happi about from a friend. i started thinking and replied. soon, gastric strike back. yes, when handphone beeps, gastric came too. shucks. well, you know that whenever i have gastric, i cannot eat, otherwise it will turn worst.

when to a park near by too, to rest, as well to reflect. it hurts, my gastric pain. well, i think, and i think. not something very good about.

hey, actually i should be very glad about. first time i have a really good dream. well, even it is a dream, i still love it really much. it is about.. hee, cannot say. so sweet =D *like i am sicko lor* and if u infactuate someone, you should be happi. so yah. should not be depressed instead.

but some things just come. just like that feeling. as i use the computer, read more, the sadder i became. well, so what is a guy tear. bleahx. today is a tearing day. so many people tear. well, only 3 lar. haha.

cheng2 si1 le4 hao3 jiu3, di2 que4 jiu4 shi4 ni3 le4. gai1 zen3 mo4 ban4 ne1?

today is a special day. i will be very happi today! i will be very glad today! why special? cos it's 050505. yes. it will be even more special later at 05.05am. that makes it 050505, 0505. hehe.

if yilong ever gets angry with you, dont worry. because his temper never gets him as far as 1/2 to 1 day. dont you think so? well, most people will agree hor. i am just so kind. and people will also dont know when yilong is depressed. *except through my blog entries right.* well, i dont know how to express myself so i always potray myself to be happi. but i thought that this is good. cos people around me will be happi too. and i dont like to spread the sadbomb. but people affects me alot. so issnt this unfair. lol. i am going crazy.

lala~ go see my aunt later!

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