Sunday, May 08, 2005
Live.

well, let blog yesterday's event first. until noon, met friends at town. walked around and spent lottas time in book stores. was wondering which should be the next book i will buy. was rather silent, awkward, i am quiet too. haa. and i met this ever so wonderful person, ms tan sl. oh gosh. she is ever sweet, toghther with her husband. hehee.

went round searching things and i got home late. had dinner then it is the long wait to 4am. meanwhile, chatted with friend and played game. i wasnt feeling well then. felt as though i am expiring soon.

prepare here and there. cook, play. making a cake can kill me. well, i should not mention the processes here. it will be so boring.

thought everything came out fine until... when we try the cake, it was as hard as rock. lol. pengx. failed.

whole night never sleep and i am so tired. bathed and tried to sleep but i couldnt. so watched teevee instead. then came online. till now. i am fully awake le. dont feel like having lunch and i am not going to have it. shall let my old friend come huant me.

i live. not to the fullest. many things are restricted. got knows what happen tomorrow. but i still dont live the fullest. because there are restrictions. i cannot do much things that i enjoy to. i just live everyday as it is. perhaps it is the reason why i treasure companionships with friends very much. too much.

god knows what tomorrow will be. he gives me an opportunity and but will remove it from me when he likes. nothing is clear. no answers to every questions. i dont know if it is fair, but who cares. it is me. mine. who give a damp.

who really knows you well? perhaps it is only you. how i wish i can spill everything stucked in me out to one. and i did. yes, almost everything. it flows behind the screen, not showing as i spill. i dont want one to worry. i am alright now. but almost means not all. the remaining, should it be with me only. i will decide someday. like i say, nothing is clear.

i dont want to bother about it anymore. it is too pestering. i treasure companionship more now. even across the screen. i live, my life.

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.the guy.
label. tan yilong
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