Thursday, July 28, 2005
Touched!

oh i watched superstar just now. it is so different from the live one i watch. live feeling is real nice. well that is not the topic for today.

was listen to them singing. my interest for kelly is that same for hebe. they are wonderful. but i realised a number 2. she is xin hui. i like her too. why? she is real womanly and cool. her voice touched me. especially her slow song, "di4 yu4 tian1 shi3". (hell and angel)

that song is so touching. it is like 'tomorrow is the end of world and today i am telling how much i really love you all this while' that feeling. how beautiful. (p.s: hey! kelly is still MY FOREVER NUMBER 1!)

was reading this two person's blog. and i dunno why i kept playing that "di4 yu4 tian1 shi3" song. maybe to create a more sad feeling and a low atmosphere. anyway, i am really touched by them. (what a touching day huh?!)

that is a story of this two person from different world. do they really suit to be together? yes, definitely! at least that is what i think. yah, a few share the same idea as me too. but dunno why most are diugsted by this pair. how can u blame two who really love each other even thought they belong to different world?

but this guardian of one of them tries to spoil them. guardian hated it. guardian dun understands.

to think, how beautiful when this two got together for so long and its like devotion till death! even they are from different world, it is just like those fairy tales, a prince and a poor lady in love but some wicked people trying to do them part. how cruel.

people, be jealous! you ever think u got a chance to be like this two person in love like never? all of you just know how to fulfil your cravings for now. where are all the 'till eternally we will be together' and 'even the world dies, my love for u will never'?? they are really going to be extinct?

question me and i will tell you perhaps, but i will never forget this two who touched me today, just a few moments ago. even they dunno me, i dunno them, but i would just like to store this feeling and thoughts permanently. my best wishes for the two.

when will a silly me be treated with these beautiful tales? say i am lost. i am really lost. how wonderful if i am really lost. and in this 'lost', i can just imagine to be one of the character and enjoy all the affections i am showered with.

leave me alone again and let me be quiet. no! i will only think to much! hey now i think maybe i will appreciate this fast paced environment i am in. at least when kept with so many stuffs to do, i dun think as much. to say forget a part of your past, how easy? why i cheat myself. no, i dun wanna forget the past already. i live with it.

people always say remember the good, the happi and take the beautiful memories and throw away the bad. hey i dun wanna do that now. i want to remember all the bad! but of course i will not forget the good too. i treat the bad as a good lesson for me. so it is like a knife terribly stabbed on my chest. i will remember it for life, but while the wounds heals, i learn for it. yes let it be harsh - to me.

well, for now, let me be lost. let me be in love with the people i love again. haha.(p.s: kelly yea?! hahhaa.. jkjkjk..)

hmm, just now was scanning across my past enteries here. phew~ my logics, my thoughts and my big thinkings. well. i realised something.

everytime when i am reminder of jin, i felt sad and regretful. the i will think of asking her to take me away from here too. because i am facing too much challenges in my share of life. maybe i am not as great as u people who can live your life.

but everytime i ask her to take me away, this angel in my life comes and console me. even she cannot be there always for me, she will always affirm me with come care and concern. i am so glad to have known her. 5 years of friendship, and we have been through so much, from bad to good, from sad to happi, from strangers to friends, fromfriends to very close pals now. been through so many ups and downs, for us being so good and suddenly she ignored me for a year then back to good friends again. all the hiccups that could simply just end our friendship but it didnt. i am so greatful to her.

i am really glad to have known her. when she is happi, i am too. but again, tonight, when i am sadd, i think of jin, and think of her to take me away, i hope she will not get sad. too much i have been through in life. i just want to thank her. (you know who i am refering to)

yilong. this funny creature left in this world. always seems to be bubbly and happi jumping around and laughing like some siao people. but everyone knows he like to hide everything to himself only. not even the person closest to him know as much. but only jin will. but how strange for him to always tell jin but never ever gets a reply. haa. weirdo.

lets end her for today! enough. i want to have a break.


*yilong bufdae 31 august!!

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