Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Confusion.

its school day again. site visiting and i was so blur through out. need to measure this and that. then all my nots and things i have jotted down are all in a mess. hmptf.

then went to brand design class. phew~ i was almost late. could not find the block. *excuses* but first lesson was a little boring and i dont know people in my class cos i am in a group with vanice and gang.

anyway, the assignments seems tough and i wonder i can outwit the rest of my classmates. by they way, did i mention that i seemed to be the only year 1 there! oh my gosh! but they dont really look like designers anyway, so i am quite confident to do well. but again, i shall not judge people by its cover. who knows they are all top designers. lol. *no way mann!*

realised they happenings since primer 4 seems to have carried on till now. the case is very clear cut. but in this clear cut line, it is also not too obvious. quite confusing though. sadly, i am stucked in between. monday i was with one group and today at the other group. its really difficult to choose where to be as all are people close to me. but why like this? cant all sit down together? why must there be this 'not obvious' seperation?

oh, i am getting more confusing now. i see, i read, i think. my thoughts does not seems to get me anywhere. i am left somewhere down there in the air. too blur. now i t seems like i am starting to asume this and that. but of course i hope all that negative things i have asumed is not what it meant to be. for now and the coming everyday, i just know i want to live it like now. for all i know, i want now to carry on. so i think lesser too, for i believe, i trust! in my view, perhaps should not ponder this and that or even about the past. let bygones be bygones. should stop, think (a little only), and move on. but of course sometimes do reminisce.

i want to stop moving on for now. too many such thinkings are obstructing me from moving forward. sometimes i do need to be ensured. but like now, i know its alright because, i believe!

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