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Monday, December 05, 2005
Think

heh heh. yesterday i did some homework. well, i got to buck up cos critique is next week! sheesh~

then went to ps with ws for dinner =] well it has been long so yeah. great time though. ^^ then happened to heard mr desmond ni calling me. haha, with erhhh hermmm.

trip to lala was not a good one. many thoughts revolves around me. i just think, think and think. sometimes i dont know how to convince myself. but at the moment choosed to live in what i believe. just praying that one day that all this dissolve to reality.

so today, i learnt something that adds on to my load of blues. elaine is missing! well, there is no news of her till now and her name was even removed from my online time table. i am very worried for her. it seems like things are not on the bright side. i emailed her, hoping that she will sent a reply soon. but of course i hope she will not leave us.

i suddenly become so afraid of school. she was my pillar to do well in school. but now, this missing pillar is causing me to collaspe. i realised that why i do well that time and why i did not perform as well as last semester. other than the pressure given by my peers, she was the reason.

i pray and pray. oh dear, please be well! i missed the fun tod lessons extreamly. i dont seemed to be able to concentrate in class nowadays. i am going downhill. quitting revolves around me. help!

i dont know how true my wish is. but i hope it is good on the other side. over here, i am coping as well for a better happening over there. i guess that that event is the greatest reward for me. it may be hurtful to remain in this state, but i already accepted and is fine with it le. so, yeahh.

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