Monday, February 27, 2006
Wait.

yes. it is for this word that taught people perseverance.

~ the story of 90 cents from the other dimension ~

what to do when the one you love do not love you anymore? or should i say that i never try hard enough?

this love is so true. so pure. so true till tears that dropped are from deep inside the heart and touches other's heart. so pure that love is ignited at first sight that it could last throughout the test of time. everything was so beautiful and wonderful until your silly decision interrupted the love and the sudden stop i chosed to stay.

deep inside me.. the time we spent, kicking off every appointments, skipping every lessons, giving all sort of funny excuses, just to meet up with each other as much as possible. the words we said, chatting on the phone from evening till midnight 6am still refused to hang up, just to feel each other's presence and the being with one another. the things we did, you to me or me to you, all from the bottom of the heart just for one thing we share - love.

it was not easy for you and me. love is always sweet at the start and until it got long, the real challenge surfaced. you did wrong but i accepted it. for i know i love you, you everything, even your flaws. whatever wrong, i had learnt to accept, for love is about compromising and giving. give, and i give all out. whatever you needed, its yours. i never want return. all i want is the true and faithful love from you.

it was the first, and it shall be the last. i know we both put in very much. till that day we are soon to be separated, not to get the luxury of being together as much we used to be, you hold me tight and tears flowed secretly. from your heart. and i know these are the evidence that you love me so. i could not help it but to tear with you because i will miss you so. everything, each feeling was so true. i know you love me inside out.

comes that time you told me that there will never be an ending. i was in total shock. lost of words. i wonder why you told me these. days before we still made our vow of love and now you are trying to throw me off. i wonder what changed you. we just had not met a few days and things started to change. i refused to reply you. tears just flow down from my cheeks as i walk on the street and my friends ask me why but i do not know how to reply. until i decided to ask you why, you told me there is nothing. i was utterly dissapointed and sad. since then you ask me how i ignore you. never reply you.

it was because you never care for my feelings too. you never ask about me after you message me bye. i do not know how should i react. or maybe i was too sad and fustrated until i do not want to reply you too. but it was all too late. when i talk to you again, its near half a year again.

i have been reflecting all these times. i wonder what are you thinking. it seems like i was never your past. but your impact on me is way too strong. till now i still do not know why your decision. maybe i made a wrong move - to ignore you. but to think again, i should not be the first person to speak. you started all this and i was waiting for you to say something! well, anyway its over.

i do not know what you are thinking now. the last time you told me never give up and keep on trying but i do not know if there is there a hidden meaning to it. i do hope so but i dare not make anymove. everytime we contact, you are still so cold to me.

anyway, i have heard so much, thought so much, been through so much. i know what i want now. i will again let time challenge my love for you. you once told me to leave you alone but now i know i cannot. i will tag you and be at your back always. till one day you realise, and turn back. i will then be ready for you again. fully ready. i wait. wait.

~ the story of 90 cents from the other dimension ~

oh well. the 90 cents story. lol. i have no comments or evein i have now, it is all around and i do not want to say anything. i just do not feel really good.

i have always been reading a blog. and that one is also in such situation as the 90 cents. well, i pray good to that blogger and the 90 cents. all the best!

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