Saturday, April 08, 2006
Pissed.

oh. this is really long since i updated. well. live is still quite ok. just that i have been so dead. i will just make a quick and simple update bah.

and yea, yesterday was sports heat and after that i went shopping with miss cheng. she bought something for mummi and we definitely bought food!!

these few days are alright. just that some thoughts kept on wandering in me. like sometimes i think too much and goes the wrong way. so i decided to take a step back but then realised that everything was actually okay. i hope it was me being too ... well, i do not know what word to use and what to say la. just let nature take its course bah.

yuppxx, i am now a relief teacher. lol. cannot believe it right. then i am also so call 'offically' in st john under the facilitation crew-training wing, and there might even be a possiblity for me to become the standard 3 apc. anyway, so far i am prepared. soon it will gonna be st john recreation day. i am so glad as well as mummi too =] have been wanting to go sentosa for so long...!

today is dad's buf dae. and i am so pissed. well, infact is just being pissed.

i planned where to go, what to eat, and even volunteer to pay for all sums then when i am home... sheesh. i arranged to go suntec, either crystal jade or soup restaruant to eat, afterwhich we could walk around afterall we have never been there as a family before. then one sis say too tired do not feel like going too far and the other was terribly late till now not home. another thing was when i told dad where we going to eat, he say its okay, dont need to do all these.

this is horribly disgusting. mum always complain i celebrate buf dae with and/or for friends but not the family. now this is the reason why. they DO NOT APPRECIATE your good thoughts. if that is the case, do u think i still feel like doing anything? at least i know that i do things for 3sa mummi, my greenview friends, my poly mates, my online friends, they appreciated what i did.

so now, being terribly pissed off, i show no enthusiaism in anything. like they ask me anything now, i have decided to show attitude, and this is what i am doing now. i just cannot stand it. sheesh. fu*k!

oh forget all that. by the way tomorrow i going to yoga class with shu juan =] afterwhich i will meet mummi to do shopping and go play and whatever. then we will go see miss cheng and miss tay dance =] i am NOT DINNING AT HOME FOR SURE> i cannot give a fu*king god damm.

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