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Monday, June 05, 2006
Deserve?

hmm. yess. i came out with this title after i watch channel 8's rhapsody in blue.

hmmm the story goes as this man promised her daughter he will never marry again and will love her only or the daughter threaten to go join her mother in the heaven. then eventually the father got a lover and is not accepted by the daughter. so some events happened and the daughter was almost knocked down by a car which eventually turn out to be the fater kena knocked instead.

hmm, if you watched you will understand la. i am bad at doing summary. but that is out of the point.

throughout i hated the man alot. i do not know why, but it is because he promised his daughter he will not marry again and love her only, but ended up lied to her daughter. i know i am bad, but i was quite glad as the story says that the man died.

in my mind was like, 'serve him right' and the sight of the man's lover disgusted me, just like how it disgusted his daughter in the show.

like this is just a show and i know it is just a story, but it excites me alot!

it reminded me of jin. that time when she just departs. i cannot remember if she was still with that guy, but that day, i went to her wake and saw him passing the flower soft toy that he gave jin to another girl. like omfg! how i wished i can kill him and her infront of jin!

if he took back the soft toy, he should treasure it like it is the last thing he can be reminded of jin everytime. but he passed it to her! it is an insult!! i can stand it!

today i am reminded of this again. he is not worth the love that jin gave! i curse him and i had cursed and i will always curse, him and her!

do not deserve! i will never be like this! because i know anybody nice to me, deserved me to be nice to him or her.

sux mann.

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